Image.

I started writing this with a different outcome in my mind. I am opinionated but my opinion really doesn't matter to anyone. I can't change minds I can just encourage them. I like how I am in the same situation once more. Feeling things that belong I another person. I'll never get off the bench. I contribute to the better man. You say that I should have faith but the choice has been made. There is a pact that I can't break no matter how strong I become. Even if I state what I believe is best for me it won't be enough.
Most people look to being selfish as a negative attribute. I look at it as the smartest thing you could do. Everyone who has absolutely been selfish has gone to evoke hatred but has become somebody on this planet. Even by mistake, by doing something stupid they've become what the majority won't do because they're scared to think of how they're going to be portrayed. Image is everything so why not provide those watching from the sidelines something attractive.